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Wednesday, October 26, 2005 @12:07 PM

~whoo...today is my second week of holiday ler...two more weeks to go..!..die..i confirm fail my exam...mr sim called others dat dey pass..but he didnt call me..!..shit..dat means.. .. ..
feel like callin him to ask my result..!..but..haiis..beta donno anythin is de best..!..
i haven go out since de first day of holiday sia..i so guai..sat got a BBQ..but den..still donno jing lei...haven buy thin...hmm...diz few whole weeks oways msg my lao po sia...hahaha..so good neh..haha..got my lao po accompany..hehehe...
but siian lei...no chance to go out...no money oso..haha...muz find yigeng to ride bike to marina south liao...(we usually ride dere lei..like not siian)

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Thursday, October 20, 2005 @12:32 PM

A story..!..
Last night you and your best friend had a fight. You decide not to talk to her the next day. She smiles at you. You grind your teeth at her. She tells her friends nice things about you. You spread bad rumors about her. She tries to come and talk to you. But you push her aside. She thinks you are a great friend. You think she is a terrible friend. She writes nice notes to you, telling you about the best times you shared together. You write about all the bad times you can remember experiencing together. Deep down you know she's sorry. But all you have is hate. The next day you find a note. It reads: Dear ________, I tried to tell you yesterday, but you didn't let me speak, I tried to tell you good things,but you were afraid to hear them. I tried to smile at you, to take away the hate. But now it's time to tell you, even though it's a bit late. That i am dying. I have a bad condition and it is getting worse. I'm sorry to have to tell you that i won't be able to see you today. I wrote this to you today in the hospital. My time is up. I'm sorry i should have told you sooner. I'm really sorry about our argument,you are such a great friend. I promise i shall watch over you, Lots of love __________. You run to the hospital to tell her you are sorry, But only her mum is left. Her hand clasped over her face. And she was crying. Down on her knees she prays, for her daughter to come back. You were too late. You wish you told her sorry sooner and got to say goodbye.
All friends have their ups and downs, and sometimes you need to say the word sorry..Don't wait for the other person to do it first.
Because you never know what could happen.

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Tuesday, October 18, 2005 @1:32 PM

~WHOOSH..tomolo is derh 18 of Oct...hmm...wads this date..?..sound familiar..!..argh..ahaha..ITS MY EXAM...!..whoo..headache ar..tried to study...but nothin seems to get into my head..!!..aww..haiis..tomolo gonna be my worst day of my life..!.SHIT..~!..hurhur...guess all my frenz hav prepared.!.evertime i try to study..my mind seems to wander away..!..to my lala land..gosh..!..i swear it was hell man..hmm...wad to do...now prayin hard..harhar..!!..well..last min revision sure wont do anythin..heeheex..hahx..i still can laugh at diz point of time...bad bad bad..!!!

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Monday, October 17, 2005 @2:59 AM

..SIIANz...always problems comes after one another one..!!..wen can it stop!!..very irritated n very sick of it.!..exam comin lerh..!..still cannot let me concentrate on dat.!.wad de freak man..!!.
`~got my new drum sticks on de drum for de first time today..well..quite happi bout it..n oso quite happi to noe im improvin!!..went early dere..so jordan n his frenz practisin guitar dere..wow..seems hard orh..mine is much more easier..drum rocks!..harhar..!..hmm..at least im laughin.!.
haiis..y does SHE always de one hu keep causin de prob.!.y does SHE keep bringin de matter up..?!..y does SHE oways stop everyone frm doin wadeva dey wan.?!..does SHE noe she is very foolish..?!..haiis..right now i jux wan to SCREAM..!!..but i guess no one will hear me..!!..can she jux go her way..n i go mine..?!..can she jux live her life n i'll live mine..?!..
question had been chasin after me..!.

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in heaven that we cant reach

Sunday, October 16, 2005 @1:49 PM

..aw..!!..got a big bump on my head sia..!!..now got headache..!!..ytd go hit my head onto de table...!!..toopid me.!!..now at least beta..ytd worst ar..haiis...so siian...exam comin..now still slackin...oh shit..wad am i doin..!!..haha..muz study orh..!!..now i'm oready thinkin wad to do durin holidays lerh..shit...cannot cannot..concentrate on exam..!!!!..argh..!..i miss MAGDALENE now oso lei..heeheehee...=P..hmm..
ytd got another toopid cockroach flew into my room again..damn..!!..oways de same thin happen lei..in the end oso die..toopid insect...nowadays my room oso got alot of insect sia..doono frm where derh...scary sia..luckily no mosquito...haha...
wa..i see alot of ppl enjoyin now lei..me still studyin..haiis...nvm..soon will b my turn...soon..

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in heaven that we cant reach

Friday, October 14, 2005 @1:23 PM

..hurhur...now..its time to hav some colors in my life yea..?..n change my style of life..jux like how i style my blog...hurhur....MUZ THANX JORDAN TO HELP ME BUY MY DRUMSTICK...!!!..havin drum lesson on derh weekends..!!..n havin derh chance to form a band yea..?!...im lookin forward to dat day we form band sia..~!!..yes..!..today was a happi dat thru..!!..went fer PIE lesson diz mornin...but actualli no lesson..so teacher let us off earlier...heex..den went to MR SIM class straight away cuz we still hav our MININ PROJECT to b done...actuali..not our lesson derh..is 1c lesson...but oni four of us..ZAHIR, ANU, MALA AND ME..!!..so jux sit a side to do our project..aww...my hand keep kena BURNT by derh stupid solderin thin..den derh ANU lazy to do derh project..ask me to do sia..wa..den nvm lorh..jux help lorh..(but i anyhow help her do arh...)
den time fly so fast sia...its our class liao..den alot classmate come in...den we continue to do our project..wa..since ytd night till derh afternoon 3 somethin i haven eaten anythin yet sia...so hungry...den go down to eat wif jordan...den in derh canteen..alot of indians noisy sia..dey keep hittin derh table..wa..den eat liao quickly go up..!!..den continue lorh..wa..finally finisn liao..pass up lerh so happi sia..haha..den came home wif CASON..my primary sch fren..!!..hurhur..while walkin..we tokin bout how stress derh course can b sia...can see he's reali streesed up..haiz...next term will b my term..siian..heehaha...!!..but no worries..!!..im ready..YEA..!!..tomolo no sch...YEA..SO HAPPI..!!..haha..but exams jux next week...huuhoo..not prepared..!!..hurhur..but should able to pass easily derh..!!..I GOT CONFIDENCE ARGH..!!..hahahee..after exams..play HARD..!!!...yea..!!

there's not a place
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Thursday, October 13, 2005 @10:09 AM

HAIIS...!!...today so DULL...!!!...everyone seems to b in BAD MOOD..!!!...bad bad MOOD...!!..
siian...diz one not happi..dat one oso not happi..!!..come home..oso derh same...dat one not happi...diz one not happi...wad derh hell is goin on man...!!....SiiAN la...!!..everyone is givin me dat same attitude..!!...makin me very du lan oso...derh weather today make me more irritated...aiya..!!..don care so much lerh la...at least i noe i didnt giv any bad attitude...!!..today derh stupid hairul go n disturb my MSN..!!...FREAK la...den say him oso like abit not nice..he go send those nonsense to my other contacts...HAIIS..aiya...nvm la..don care lerh la...finished my project n labsheets today...very tyco one...used copy n paste..den come home...everyone was like..i owe dem thousands of money sia..!!..as if i hav to see their face like dat..!!..THINK WAD..?..IM A SOME ONE FERH U TO GIV ME ATTITUDE AS N WEN U LIKE IS IT...?
so fed up now lorh...haiis..!..

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Wednesday, October 12, 2005 @12:18 PM

...~woOt`..!!..exams jux next week..!!...after dat..?..HoLiDaY ...!!..haha..!!...so happi..today is tues..so u noe it...woke up at 7am...wen to sch...lesson start 8am...n half derh day was in sch....till 5..!!...tomolo muz pass up project lerh...haiis...siian...!!...today in class...wa..jing wen like got lots of things to say lei..say non stop derh..den after dat..donno y...derh topic change to derh OCH again...wahaha...den makin fun of each other again..!!..haha...

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Sunday, October 09, 2005 @10:45 AM

..wa...ytd went fishin wif jing n jordan..we three again..haha...at first..meet jing to go buy fishin stuff...took alot of time lei..haha..so siian..den at derh shop look around lorh..den later..he go eat his lunch..he poor thin lei...left oni $20 n muz save till next week..die la him..he smoke derh..n oso need to eat..how to save until next week..haha..den after dat..we two went to yishun to meet jordan..sitted dere awhile..den jordan came..den jing went home first..den me n jordan go sign up derh membership ferh derh drum lesson..haha..den after dat..waited at derh bus stop waitin ferh jing to come den go fishin..hell lei..we like waited ferh him ferh bout 2 hrs lei...den finalli recieved his call n say he reachin..den we board derh bus he was on..den off we go to sambawang beach...wa..jing waer until like one "ah chek" lei(old uncle)..haha..wa..den we fish...caught two big catfish..n one small catfish..den wen we takin derh last catfish dat we took..derh catfish die sia..cuz we dere take photo..den derh catfish cannot breath..den jing say me cruel..haha..after derh fishin den we went to derh nearest coffeeshop to eat..ate chicken chop..at dat time wa 11.30 pm lerh..dat stupid jing keep scare me dat no train lerh..den wen we reach derh mrt..derh last train to Toa Payoh lerh..die la..den take lorh..den wen reach Tao Payoh..take 145 to my school dere..den walk home lorh..wen i reach home was bout..1.30am lei..so late..den quickly bathe den go to sleep..tired sia..haha..

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Friday, October 07, 2005 @1:26 AM

hoho...today went jalan jalan wif jordan n jingwen..fisrtly we went to bugis to eat long john silver..den later go suntec city..den walk to esplanade...we went to derh roof top..haha...scenery so nice...wow...den we were playin somethin..very funni la..cannot say out first..haha..den wen we r takin photo,..jing wen pant split sia..haha...so funni..i laugh until buay tahan ar...!!..haha...some more at the back..hahaha...cannot sttop laughin..haha..hell lei...laugh until got stomach pain..haha...den made jingwen very tulan..!!!..hoho...

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Thursday, October 06, 2005 @11:15 AM

wa...today's shuwei birthday lei....HAPPI BIRTHDAY..!!!...too bad neva buy present fer her..wahahaha...today in class funni sia...hah..shu n wanru n hairul "cat fight" sia..haha...playin like nobody business...hah...den today oso got phase test...hell lei...difficult lei...hai...die die la...i oso haven complete...alamak..but at least i did 3 out of 5..still got hope la...den today..after class..wen to boon keng to eat wif jordan jing n weeyong..eat until so full..come back home eat little little oni..haha...

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Tuesday, October 04, 2005 @11:34 AM

...time fly so fast...now is monday...wow...im like in a time flyin machine..weeks n weeks past so fast...hell seh...went to sch as usual..den play soccer...die larh..my keeper skill lost lerh...conceded so mani goals sia...haiz...exams r oso around the corner lerh...hell lei.....haiz...siian lei...haihaihai..muz study....!!...hai..one more thin..i guess me n her cannot b together liao larh....sad-ed....sad seh..!..nvm...still got alot of gals in this world..!!..haaaha..!!!...


there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

Sunday, October 02, 2005 @9:56 AM

spooky..!!!....yesterday went old changi hospital with jing jordan n weeyong...wa seh...oni walkin up the stairs got dat scary feelin...i keep feelin like we r bein followed...n bein watched...sia la...den we go see all the rooms...so eerie..we went dere around 5 somethin..even in the day...some of the rooms r very dark..n we want to find the basment but couldnt find ..den..this is the scary part...as we were takin train home..we talk back bout our experience at the hospital...den i say.."i think got basment"..jordan oso agree..den jing say.."where got..oso no stairs go down"..den i remember i saw a stair leadin down..den i told jing..."got wat..jux now i saw stairs goin down to basment at lvl 1..."..den jing protest.."no..i saw oni flat surface..no stairs lei"...den jordan oso saw got stairs..but..wee yong n jing DON REMEMBER dey saw stairs leadin down..but me n jordan remember clearly we SAW stairs leadin to basement...hell lei...we r so freak up...we saw different thin...jing say next time go again n see if there's reali a stairs goin down to basement..i hopee the next time we go..i dont see the wrong thin..!!!....

there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

@1:42 AM

siian siian siian...!!...nowadays so siian...!!!....n tomolo i goin to malaysia to celebrate my grandma birthday is more SIIAN...!!!...i hate the ppl dere...!!..siian...donno y so siian...
go OCH the best la...dere not siian lei...fun lei...recommended huanted house...heehaha...still got alot of place haven go...like de red house..n etc..wanna go wif me any1..?...wahaha..interested plz call 97688405..hah..lame larh....now...i noe somethin...two things in fact..haha...1st..weilian like some1..hah..dats his first crush..heehaha..im dere to help him lo...second..magdalene becomin more n more chio seh...wa seh...incredible...wahaha....things change u noe..hell man...dats my fav quote...THINGS CHANGE U NOE..!!..hahahaha...hai..now siian again...hell sia...anyway..ppl...if u wanna go anywhere plz ask me to go...i very siian..!!!....hah..

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