today was quite a fun day..erm...sort of fun la..today went to school in de afternoon...was waitin fer dat MR SIM hu is oways late..waitin wif richmond n jian liang..den i wait until not happi le..i went down to de canteen n saw terrence quek dere..quek quek..hah..den was tokin to him...den saw richmond n jian liang oso..i wonder y dey come down..den smilin faces on their face..den jian say no lesson lo..lesson cancel..i was not happi lor..made me come to school fer nothin...den was waitin at de canteen fer others to come n tellin dem de "good news"..wen almost whole class was at de canteen..dey suggested goin to plaza singapura..we took de train...den reach dere le...like suddenly..why we come here huh...like nothin to walk sia...den wan to watch movie like nothin to watch sia....den jing wen decided to go orchard...actuali we wan to walk dere de...den de shuwei la...lazy bug..don wan to walk..wan to take train..alamak..den take train lor...reach dere le..den i say i wan to eat..den we walk until far east plaza to eat chicken rice..de chicken rice vari nice...i ate two bowl...den we wen to far east shoppin center to play pool...i donno actuali...so i learn lor...hmm...my skill improvin...hah..don bhb..ok..dats all folks..hah..next week holiday..!!!!!..but one week oni la..den dey wan to go malaysia..hmm..wonder if i should go..if i go..i cannot pei my darlin le..
hmm..think first la..

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wa piang..wad kind of outin is diz..my school brought us to a carnival at marina south..go carnival still nvm..but go dere all primary school kids sia...dat means my school treat us as primary sch kids la....diao..sian lor..den hairul keep disturbin de primary kids dere..
..today some1 neva follow us..heehee..keep followin richmond..wahaha..at least beta...no one extra..mayb my classmate will noe wad im tokin about...

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hmm...today woke up at de wrong time..school start at 8.45..but y i woke up at 7am n my school is so near lo..hai..so tired...i realized it wen i finish bbathin...diao arh...actuali..wan to go back sleep de..but..oready bath liao ma..so nvm lor..den drag my feet to school..den halfway walkin..hairul called me..dat kuku..early in de mornin fuck here fuck dere..like don say fuck will die like dat...he asked me where am i..ask me to go find him at de canteen..den reach le..found him liao...saw him wif his "girlfren"..n de red spec cheryl..den tok tok until 9.05am..zahir call hairul say dat teacher callin us to go up..today PIE new teacher..heard he's frm mediacorp radio station..he teach damn borin sia...n like to say "orite"..count alot of times le lo...diao..n he very funny lor...he say got break at 10.15..but muz come back at 10.20..diao lor..frm our class walk to de canteen like need bout 10min le..yet de break oni 10 min..muz as well don go rite..den we stay at class..request de teacher to giv us de test paper now..PIE quite easy la...mostly common sense..den finish le..sit at canteen..toktoktok..wait until 1.30 fer engineerin essential class..den..waitin outside de classroom..so hot sia...den MR Sim oways late de..hai..den wen he come was like 2 goin 2.30 le lor..den he say today com cannot play..principal is here...sian half le...den we quickly took de test paper n run off..we copied sia...shhh..den after dat meet my darlin xinyi..she still got school..so i decided to walk frm my school to her school..wa..damn hot..den wen reachin..she ask me to meet at novena...i was like..wad de toot arh..need to walk again..cannot take bus..muz save money..den walk lor...den reach liao..saw my old school fren...den after dey finish their thingy..me n darlin went out jalan jalan lor..den we went home at around 7.45 to 8..den frm her hse..i walk home again..wahaha..fun arh..but tired...yawn..
sometimes..stayin outside is beta dan stayin at home.. .. ..

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im poor!! so wad.. i don hav a good family like u!! so wad..
i cannot hav anythin i wan..!! so wad.. im not clever like u!! so wad..
im not as fortunate as u!! so wad.. u all hav a father to care fer u..to protect u!! SO WAD!!
I WILL still live MY LIFE to de FULLEST!! i will NEVER let people LOOK DOWN on ME!! remember DAT!!

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..i hav a family prob..i jux wish i could jux die..n forget everythin..i wish i could vent my anger on somethin..or on some1..its totally unfair...y..?..y all de unhappiness oways happen on me...y everytime i see other ppl hu has a good family..a good father mother...carin parents...understandin..lovin...y i cant see in mine...y do i hav so much prob...my father is not dere...my mother is terribly unreasonable...y do she oways think fer her own..not me..not my brother..is dat wad she call care fer us..?..if dat is so..she's doin it in a terribly wrong way..she shouts at me..without gettin things clear..i wan to defend myself..she say i gettin bad to worse after i went to ITE...y..don she understand..its not me gettin bad to worse..its jux dat..thru out all diz years..she scolded me..i kept it in my heart..if i was reali wrong..i kept my mouth shut..i admit i was wrong..i don deny..i never talk back..but wen she scolded me unreasonably i still kept it in my heart..as i grow older..i will eventually feel im stupid..y..?..y let her scold wen im not in de wrong..y do i oways let her win..y do i let her shout at me as n wen in front of my frenz..everyday..every nite..i will think..am i doin de rite thin..
now as i grow old..i learnt to defend myself..not to get bully..i jux wan to say out the thin to her..clarify wif her..it wasnt my fault..she shouldnt shout at me..but..she will shout back at me..say i talk back to her..learnt the bad thin in school..i jux wan to get things rite..n she..hai...
jux like dat time..somethin flew into my eyes..n it was very painful..i ask her to blow..still de thin was dere to irritate my eyes..so i keep rubbin..den..i ask her is dere anythin inside..u noe wad she say..?..she jux shouted at me"i say nothin means nothin..i don see a thin..pain pain pain..pain fer wad"..she jux shouted at me in front of so mani ppl..in public..!!..she of course not pain..!!..she oso not me..but she dono how pain i feel..instead of helpin me to get rid..she jux shouted..wad de hell man..!!..i was shock..so i jux say back wif a little bit louder..cuz i was reali very angry..i say"but it is reali painful wad..u don feel it of course u say nothin"..she say..."u dare to talk back.."..but..y i cant talk back..im not in de wrong..im no more de little kid u like to scold as n wen...its not dat i wan to talk back..i jux wan to tell her u don shout at me wen u don feel de pain i feel...so she didnt talk to me fer weeks..refuse to giv me pocket money..
last sat oso..i hav dance practice..i've got to perform on monday..but i jux join de group..i hav lots to learnt..n it was like two days later i hav to perform..while practicin..she called..ask me not to go home so late..i said ok..den after a while..i told my fren i hav to go le..but bcuz i haven learnt everythin..n de next day we couldnt meet..so i stayed back awhile more..she called again later..askin me to come back now..i say ok..i immediately go off..but den while takin LRT..oways hav prob..after one station..de train say it will not b in service..hav to wait fer the next train..which is 10 minutes later..after 10 min..i board de next train..de same thin happen again..it happens 3 times..bloody hell..wasted my time..by dat time..it was late..den i took de last MRT..but the train is terminatin at Ang Mo Kio..damn..i alight..oso no bus le..so hav to take taxi..i was wif jennifer n her bf..we decide to share money..while in de taxi..my mum called again..ask y i haven come back..b4 i could say anythin..she shouted at me.!!..say"now u got wings to fly..no need to listen to me anymore..oways listen to yur fren..!"n hang up my phone..jennifer was bside me..she could hear my mum shoutin..wad de f***..my mum didnt even let me say anythin..she jux scream at me..wad is dat..wen i reach hm..she was sittin at de sofa waitin to scold me..after i closed de door..she was screamin at de top of her voice,"like to waste money rite!" i say"if not i cannot come back wad..no bus no mrt le"..den she scream"den y i ask u to come back u don wan..i ask u do thin u neva listen..yur fren ask u do wad den u do"..den i defended myself "not i didnt listen to u lor..i promise my fren to dance..n i hav to finish de dance wad..n wen u ask me to go home i go wad..its jux dat de train got prob dat delay my time wad"..she scream back "don giv me all this kind of excuses..u r gettin bad to worse.."..i was soo angry until i cant think of a word to say lor..but actuali..i got thousands n millions things to say her..!..n everytime she will critisize me in front of my bro..she will say to my bro"u beta study hard..don like some1..go into a lousy school learn lousy thin..bcum a hooligan..good thin don wan to learn..go learn those bad thin..i donno y i hav a stupid son like him..picked up frm rubbish bin one"..she donno how i felt..until now..i kept it in my heart..i neva tell her..neva tell anyone..how i feel..now she refuse to tok to me..refuse to giv me pocket money..wad am i goin to do..am i goin say sori .......
guys..do u think this is de rite thin to do..plz tell me..i don wish to b de stupid kid i used to b..lettin her scold weneva she wans..weneva she likes..plz giv some comments!!hai

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wahaha...had some fun today..went fer steamboat wif my "family"..at marina bay..jux came back..we had some fun..after steamboat..we went to merlion to sit..others go dere by mrt...me jordan n jingwen walk dere sia..it was like frm marina south to esplanade..we chiong across de express way..luckily no traffic police..den we walk thru a big patch of grass..some tall some short grass..n it was like so dark dat time..we r like walkin in a open jungle...i was afraid dat dere was snake..but..suddenly..dat feelin was gone...den..we walk by de express..den finally reach de part where de expressway was high above de sea...beside de expressway got a path fer us to walk..it was soooo beautiful..i look down...it was sea..n we r high above it..can u imagine..?..n all de tall buidings wif lights..de beautiful esplanade...den we walk..had some fun..finally we were on ground...wen we reach esplanade...shuwei n company haven reach sia...we were faster..wahaha...n we go jalan jalan abit...den we meet at merlion...den we sat down hav some tok...den bout 11 somethin..we left...took mrt...wen reachin home was like..my whole body wet sia...so hot..some more at nite...den come home straight away bath..den wad im doin after bathin..?...im here updatin blog..wahaha...reali had fun today...tomolo goin to perform...die..i forgot all de dance step sia...hai..we shall see tomolo...bye..!!

♥ there's not a place
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yoz guys..wahaha..today is da first day of hungry ghost festival..as a fren..i'll advice u to b careful of wad u say..wad u do..where u walk..not to kill any of insect..not bcuz im superstitious...but at least..giv some respect man...rite...ya...i remember once..de 7th month...a vary big beetle flew into my livin room..it giv me shivers..u noe y...bcuz on it body..it has a evil sad face..yellow in color..de face..eeks..den..wen flew in..it suddenly drop in front of my god statue..i don noe y...it jux stay dere..n i was alone at home..i tried to hit it..but wen i move closer...de wings start to jerk..den i hav goosebumps..so..i dare not go closer..so i decided to crush all my used paper into a ball to throw at it...wen playin soccer..i play goalkeeper...i oways vari accurate wen i throw ball to my team mates..but some how..i cant aim at it..so i keep throwin n throwin until i fed up..den i shouted..."SHIT LAR"..wa..u cant imagine wad happen..de beetle raised its wings..but dint fly..den i can see de body under de wings...got red marks sia..den wen i look closer n clearer..dere's a small smiley face..!!!...damn..i was so frighten..i swear..den i quickly say some prayer n quickly use a car toy..(which is vary hard n heavy)..to hit it..wad i saw was greenish blood instead of red..!!..i swear..n i swear it wif my heart n soul..i don like to lie bout diz thin..den..luckily my mum call me to go down to eat dinner..i rush down sia..den i told my mum wad happen..not until she saw de dead sickenin beetle lyin dere wif greenish blood..u can ask my bro...he saw it too..i was ask to clean it up as i was de one hu caused de mess..frm den on..i jux feel like i've been wif bad luck..wadeva thin i do..don go well..juz like my school..actuali i select a course which is digital media..but i cant go..n i hav to make so mani appeal..do so mani troublesome thin..at last i go into ICT..
my job oso..keep losin job...oways work halfway..hai..damn..i should leave de beetle alone...so i advice u...b careful wadeva u do now..thanx..hai..

♥ there's not a place
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..today..so tired..today woke up at 7..actuali cant open my eyed..so i drag my feet to de basin..look at de tap..look at my toothbrush..den started to close my eyes again..den somethin..somethin scary happen..made me feel so awake..a toopid crow suddenly flew n bang onto de window..n de toopid crow makin those irritatin sound..sia la...scare me sia..den later..go bath..start to feel sleepy again..den suddenly remember i hav to meet seetoh downstair to go to school 2gether..wa..dat was wen i rush..after bath..i see de clock..8.30am..wa..cant imagine how much time i've wasted..i haven even eat my breakfast..den bo bian..change my uniform...style my hair..den drink a glass of milk..den..zoom..down i go..by dat time was about 8.50..i suppose to meet him at 8.45..den toopid lift long...lousy..den reach void deck..alamak..he haven even come..wa piang..but not until 1 min he came..den walk to school together..reach school le..he go to his classroom..i go to de toilet(as usual)..den saw richmond..den we go fer lesson..reach class like nobody sia..den..as usual..play play..study study..den got toopid fire drill...assembly at field..wa...goin to rain sia..den..disperse..wa..after dat rain heavily ahh..den after school..brenda ask me to go fer dance..i don wan actuali..but later gif in lor..hav to perform on national day..teachers day..phew..hope i can catch up..next week will b my exams..good luck to me..!!

♥ there's not a place
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new skin..new look..new style..wahaha..my song abit stupid ahh...everyone has AIDS..wahaha..hmm..tomolo gonna learn a new module..much more interestin...wahaha..today in school..some1 attitude prob sia...made everyone tulan..hai...its a he..i beta don say out..den today wanru pass me de MS installation cd..but cannot install lehz...i cannot go in..donno y..in de end..oso download frm internet..PE today..i did 52 situps sia..so pro..wahaha...den shuttle run 9.5 sec...standin broad jump..220..poor..wahaha..
den came back home...sebastian birthday..(one of de kids my mum lookin after)..today he is 3 years old..den celebrate his birthday..so cute sia...he keep wantin to blow de candle..den de cake is ultraman..wahaha..happi birthday..!!..i ate quite a big piece..hoho..
wa..tomolo will b long day fer me..8 start school..6 finish..phew..well..i don mind,..its quite fun in school..wahaha..bubye..!!..anyway...gonna tell u all my phone temporary change to 97688405..take down..!!..wahaha..

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